Have you ever realized what you really are capable of? All the things we can do, but dont do? Everynight i realize what i dont have anymore. Everynight i wonder if i did the right thing? But who has the authority to anwser that? Who has the authority to answer me?? I dont have it, im positive everyone i know dont have it, so than who?
I keep telling myself that i didnt abandon them, i know its my fault for certain things. I'll take the blame.
I finaly realized how screwd up i am. I finaly realized that no matter who im with or where i go i will always have these voices in me. Telling me i cant do it, telling me im not worth it. Is it just me? am i the only one who hears these voices??